Jennifer Malisauskas Shadow Work Spirit Wiccan Healer

About Jennifer Mališauskas

I’m an Ottawa based Celtic Shaman, Sacred Shadow Spirit Healer, Psychic, Intuitive Empath.

Thank you for dropping by. I’m so glad you are here.

As you may have noticed my passion is Shadow Work. More specifically, Shadow work in the Celtic Shamanic Wicca tradition, which is called the Warrior Path. And for good reason, it’s challenging to walk this road but I believe it’s the only road that can take you forward. Trust me it’s worth it.

I believe our purpose in this lifetime is to address and heal our ancestral wounds, past traumas (from this life and past incarnations), and importantly connecting to our personal spirituality. When we do this work our life will be full of meaning and depth.

I believe healing doesn’t have to feel heavy. As you see from my photo above I enjoy approaching it with a sense of curiosity, humor, openness and a joyful lightness. Who says deep healing work needs to be painful, and hard.

I received my Algonquin Medicine training “Earning the Light” (2-year professional Spiritual & Energy Healing) Program, and Medicine Rites from Algonquin Shaman, Pete Bernard of Pikwakanagan First Nation, Golden Lake and the 8th Fire School of Shamanism.

In addition I continue to study Shamanism to deepen my ancestral healing heritage (Lithuanian, Irish and British) at the The Sacred Cauldron School under the guidance of Meri Fowler of the Greenwood Celtic Shamanic Wiccan Tradition.

I love helping people break free from the fear of rejection, betrayal, and abandonment, as well help them change their perception that these blocks are not just holding them back, but they are here to help them move forward.

I know first hand how fear of the past repeating itself stops you from changing and moving forward with life, relationships, and health. I was happily playing the quiet victim for years, hiding behind a smile, telling the world I was OK, all the while jealous, envious, and angry.

I used to believe when bad things kept happening to me, if the people involved would just change my life would be better. I never took responsibility, I felt entitled, rather than seeing that I was part of the problem. These people were simply showing up so I could become aware of my inner shadows so I could  heal, and break free from my unhealthy patterns and beliefs.

I am not perfect or enlightened by any means, but I have healed just enough that I can show you the way. A traditional, spiritual, magikal and holistic approach to help you too stop fearing your shadow parts, shift those stubborn subconscious blocks, and re-program your harmful patterns.

I know you can, because I did it too! It is possible. Let me show you how. Check out how we can work together in an one-on-one healing session.

Are you ready to heal your wounds around rejection, betrayal and abandonment? …to live in courage and not fear?

I have four ways you can connect and join me.

Jennifer Malisauskas Spirit Healer

Why I do What I Do, My Story

My path started when I was in my 30’s as a personal journey for self discovery and healing. I too wanted to figure out why I navigated my world through fear, worry and doubt, and lacked the confidence to do the things that would help me fulfill my dreams.

So I know what feeling afraid and worried is like, I’ve been there and even at times still go there. I am human just like you, at time I still experience those strong emotions but what has changed is I no longer act on autopilot. I have learned to where I was blocked and healed those parts of my self so I can begin the medicine work of reprogramming my old patterns, changing my limiting beliefs and make more conscious choices that help me get closer to my dreams.

“My story, my stuff” used to rule my life. Like you I too experienced a few painful & wounding events which I believed were all in my past. I thought since they were in the past I had moved on from them. Funny thing though, I came to discover that these past events were still very much alive. When I started looking closer at myself I realized that I my patterns, beliefs and actions, or non-actions were all formed from these wounding events. My interaction with the world in fear mode because I wanted to make sure I would never experience those emotions and feeling ever, I didn’t want to feel that hurt and pain ever. It all came down to protecting myself, yes it came from a place of love, but I soon realized this plan of mine had a negative effect.

All the good I felt I was doing for myself in the end had the exact opposite results. I ended up putting myself in a box, living a half-ass-life in fear. When I started my self-discovery and healing journey what I found underneath “my cover up” was surprising. I was someone who thought they were not good enough; jealous & envious of others success; afraid of making a mistake or failing; wore a mask to hide my true feelings; unresolved emotions like anger and sadness; floated through life without purpose; lived a lot in my head to escape and was afraid to open up or let people get close. How could I not have seen all this? Well remember I was protecting myself so I had to keep the unhealthy side-effects of my stay safe plan hidden.

Wow it was mind blowing! I limited my life so much. My situation all began to make sense now, how this plan to keep me safe was the reason I was struggling financially, I had low self-worth, I didn’t have many close friends, I was unable to trust myself and others; I avoided things that I would fail at. I always thought my problems were outside me, I was a victim of circumstances. But I no longer believe this.

I realized this old plan was no longer working for me, so I decided I had to become a fearless soul. One who learns and finds the teachings from these so called wounding events. I could no longer see myself as a victim. I had to face my fears and take my life back. I did have control of my circumstances. I was in charge of my destiny. I’ve learned, evolved and healed a lot on this journey. I’ve changed many of my stories, I now take more risks, I am able to be vulnerable, I’ve created more meaningful relationships, I face the things that used to scared me.

I didn’t do this 100% on my own. I’ve had many amazing teachers along the way. I have gained and acquired many tools that have helped me get to where I am so today. But what really made the difference was I did the work. I took action to change my patterns, beliefs and faced my fears.

So I am not perfect, that’s so liberating to finally be able to be OK with this. I don’t always have it all together and I am totally not healed. But that’s OK. What’s important to me is I keep working on myself, working for my healed outcome. I look forward to my next healing evolution.

If you’d love to work with someone who’s a great listener, passionate about sharing what they’ve learned and understands that we are not our wounds then I would love to work with you.

I create a safe, compassionate and caring space for people to share, let go, cry, learn and heal so they can evolve into who they are meant to be.

If you feel we’d be a great match. I would love to work with you.

Blessed be!
Jennifer Malisauskas

Trainings and Experience

  • Began my studies of Celtic Shamanism & Elements of Wicca (2021) with Meri Fowler through the Sacred Cauldron Center and the Greenwood Celtic Shamanic Wiccan Tradition School.
  • Professional 2-Year Shamanism (Medicine Work) Training Program (2015 – 2017) through the 8th Fire School of Shamanism
  • Trauma Sensitive Yoga Teacher Training (2016) with Brendon Abram, Dr Bob King, and Kellie Dearman through the Get Yoga, Trauma Sensitive Yoga studio
  • Certified Life Coach (2015) with Patrick Mathieu through the Certified Coaches Federation
  • Sat Nam Rasayan® Healing Method (2014) Level 2 practitioner
  • 140-hour Certified Master Reiki Certificate (2009 – 2013) with Ramya Memmi
  • Yin Yoga Workshop (2011) with Biff Mithoefer
  • Focusing Therapy (2009) with Chiara Borrello and Ian Liversuch
  • Restorative Yoga & Healthy Menstrual Cycle Teacher Training (2008) with Kelly McGrath
  • Pregnancy Yoga Teacher Training (2007) with Gurmukh Kaur
  • 200-Hour Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training (2006) with Shabad Saroop Singh through the Equilbrium Yoga Center
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